just a dream~~~

Today, I was followed my brother going to have a tea with his friends...

They are his boss also...means business partner....

After I met him....I just feel that one of them was looks like my friend....

and the guy has a pair of small eyes.....that's why I felt have a feeling on him...

I like him....then my brother's other friends was told me that he doesn't have girlfriend...

Then I felt sweat =='' at that moment........

Haiz...that's impossible he doesn't has any girlfriend...

some more he sure got like others girl.....

After had a drink with them...

We went to have a movie that's Twilight New Moon...

My brother's friends were so bad...

Because they want me to sit with him and take picture with him..

That's really make me shame...

I know that was impossible I can be a couple with him....

When during the movie, I was felt that want to hold his hand...

but that was impossible...

and I went toilet before ending the movie....

I told myself that there was just a dream and hope the dream will wake up soon....

After we finished our movie then back to our own way...

at that moment my dream was already woke up....

It was just short sweet memory to me...

That's all what I want to said...

Good Night everyone....

lonely & bully~~

Why?? Why others that can get a boy friend at their side.....

Why I still alone here.....

Really felt sad about it...

I know I so ugly and not good...

Actually I just want someone that can share all my life story...

Concern and Love me....

Why?? Why I always alone here..

Already single for around 1 year and a half year....

I really hope my other part will appear soon...

Sometimes single will be easily bully by others...

When get bully but no boy friend that can give a hand to me....

Just like that day...

My colleague boy friend scold me...

At that moment I really cried...

Because I felt no one can share with my sad things..

I really hated that feelings....

Why??

I hope my true love appear soon..

I don't want be single any more...

that's all for today...

good night...

feel so lonely~~

I want someone to accompany when I sad or happy..

Why it was so hard...haiz......

Maybe my life was like that..........

Crying now...

No one will know I was crying now...

I'm so pity...

Why I was said that I was so pity..

Because that was some feeling in my mind was telling me now..

I like them they don't like me...I don't like them but they want to like me..

WHY???

Nicholas I really hope that you will know I was fell in love with you...

But I think you won't know for the whole life...

I really like you....

Don't know why I like you so much...

I hope that you will be okay in any times, at everywhere...

I miss you so much...

I think you will not miss me....

Miss you~~

I quite miss my secondary school friend...

I hope that all of us will be forever friend....

Meng Leng...I was not forget you...

You are my classmates in 4A1 and 5A1...

You help me a lot too...

Why don't you reply my message..

I was missed last time that we hang out together..

I really hope that all of us can hang out together next time...

Missing U~~~~

I felt that I am a loser..

Because I still can't forget him....

I already told myself that I want to forget him...

But it was failed...

Why???

Why I still can't forget him..

Priscilla are you ok???

No, I am not ok...

because I still thinking of him..

already 1 and a half year........

I really beg him to get out of my life..

I'm a loser...

I got a lot of things want to tell someone..

But that someone was hard to find...

hope that the someone will appear in my life soon..

because I don't want to keep all the sad things in my heart..

it was made me suffer...

I'm still waiting for the someone...

I want that someone to stop my tear and keep me a happy life..

Why find that someone is so hard to me..

I really hope that someone give me a shoulder and give me a happy life..

the important things is to made me forget him..

and live happily with that someone...

good night everyone...

Crying~~~