Why everyone thinks that we will not be forever?

Why?

My family members and his family members also think that both of us not serious in this relationship. Actually both of us know what should we do. We appreciate all the time that we are together. We appreciate the every second, every minute, every hours, everyday, every months that we have now. Mostly will think that Chyn Woei is going to state soon, we sure will break up soon as he is going to state. But in my mind, if his really my forever even 5 years also not a problem to me. I hope that not a problem to him also. Yeah! We just 19 years old, but we are not like a kid that you all think of us, because we got think what will happen in the future and how to face it. Is it my love always got a lot of this kind issue happens? Actually what I want just a normal love. Sometimes, I think i did a lot of mistake too. I always give the bad impression to others. What I want to tells is i beg you all don't always think we are not serious in this relationship, don't always said that this is only a puppy love. I really beg you all, what you all said might nothing to you all, but you all said it really influence and affecting my emotional. Actually I'm quite sad when you all saying that our relationship just a puppy love and gonna break soon. You all don't really knows the feelings. Let's said you guys in my condition, what will you all feels about it! Actually i really hope that the 5 years will going fast, and I have my own work and he got his own work, then that time we are adults, then surely others will not think like what they think now. I didn't want to blame my parents and his dad and mum, just don't worry too much and think too much, because we will facing the problems if there really happen. Don't worry, it won't affect our education, don't worry. :) I really hope that after today, all will be fine soon. Another things is both of us must work hard on the business and education, business for earning money and use our own money, and the education is need to proof that we won't affect our education. So, my parents and auntie uncle don't worry. And don't worry that your son will cheat me, if he cheat also won't find a pork chop to cheat, do you get what i means? HAHA. Don't worry, I know your son Chyn Woei really love me, and I love him too. :) But I want said to Uncle aunty is I really hope that you all don't misunderstand my personality, I'm not that bad actually. I hope both of you don't misunderstand. Anyway, We(I and Chyn Woei) will understand what we have to do, don't worry. :)

I'm being sad cause my dear sad about his result is not that good.

Dear, I can't do anything.

Hope you don't be sad and emo.

I know you can do well for the next semester.

It's already happened, so don't be sad and now it's just want to know how to face it.

I'm sorry that can't help you in your course.

As i'm not the same course with you and I'm a stupid person.

So, sorry that can't help you.

What can I help you, just only made you laugh~

But, I think it's failure to me to make you laugh.

anyway, don't be sigh and too sad my dear.

Let's work hard next semester.

My dear, don't emo.

I don't like you being emo, i like the Tan Chyn Woei who always so talkative one.

Hmm.... hope you will be happy soon my dear.

Don't sigh.

I always be your side and support you.

:) :P :D

Hope this kind of face expression of mine can made you happy.

Just tell me when you need me!

I always waiting for you here.

And always help and cheer you up.

Please forgive all my weakness.

Anyway, LOVE YOU.

GAMBATEH, Tan Chyn Woei!

Hope my stupid face can made you laugh lar! :)

you and me <3

Anyway, dear.

I go to sleep first. night :)

hope you will happy soon. :) LOVE YOU

给勤伟

勤伟，

请原谅我的孩子气。

我爱你

我有时候只要得到你的疼爱

你的温柔，你的关心，你的拥抱。

有时候我不在意对你付出多少，

只要你能开心，可以看到你的笑容。

只需要这样，我就觉得值得了。

有时候我哭的时候，我只需要你的拥抱。

但，当你每次都不理我的时候，我真的心痛。

不管我们的爱能多长，我只想告诉你我没有后悔爱上你。

哈哈哈

或许你真的很帅，有时候不懂是好是坏。不过能跟你在一起是好的，是开心的，是幸福的。

我的宝贝勤伟我爱你。

muacks~~~~

Dear, i didn't don't trust you

Dear

If I didn't trust you, I won't with you until now.

Dear

I'm not a xin ji zhong girl.

I cried.

I don't want you misunderstand me.

I'm really not a xin ji zhong girl.

Hope you don't misunderstand.

I keep crying, don't know why.

You have to know that I love you so much.

Hope you will know it. T.T

Chyn Woei, love you. <3

a pair of couple = a pair of earing

A pair of couple just like a pair of earing.

There will be not perfect at all, if one of the part of it lost.

So, we must take care of other part and keep tight in your heart

then it will be perfect.

So, who have a boyfriend and girlfriend.

Must always take care of them, and hold them tight in your heart.

You will be heart if you lost them.

And also appreciate all the time you with them.

Sometimes might will argue with them, but we can learn the mistake from the argument.

Every couples will argue for sure.

Just like, "No pain, No Gain".

Sometimes we should try to accept all of their bad and good side.

Just appreciate what you have now! Enjoy the days you with them!

For me,

My boyfriend can consider a "Handsome" guy.

Why I said so, because he got a lot of girls interesting in him.

But, sometimes I just ignore the girls.

As he said he will settle all the things, the important thing is I believe in him.

Sometimes, I really feels angry of some of the girls.

But, he said he will settle all of it.

HAHA, so I just let him settle it.

Sometimes, he likes to "bully" and "scold" me.

But, i can know that all of the "bully" and "scold" is for my own good and love me.

At first, I'm not really use to it, but after that I already use to it.

Maybe this is the way that for our bonding session.

I'm not a pretty girl, do not a nice body.

He never mind that I'm not perfect.

He said if he mind, he won't waste his time on me and won't start the relationship with me.

I still remember his friend said that, "Chyn Woei, you still can deserve a nicer girl if you want."

Frankly speaking, yes! I felt hurt when heard about it.

But, after my dear said something to me.

"If I mind I won't waste my time on you, I love you is because I got the feeling, not because of you body and beauty."

From that, I just would like to said I LOVE YOU to him.

Ya, right!

I admit that I don't have a nice look, not good in education.

HAHAHA.

He chosen me don't know is his bad luck or good luck!

LOL.

Hope I will be good luck to him lar. hahahha.

Anyway, TAN CHYN WOEI i love you!

If you are love someone and haven't tell them. (boy and girl)

Just go ahead, because never try never know.

Maybe it will success or fail.

Anyway, just try your best to get want you deserve.

Don't waste your time. :)

random

Today don't know what to write at here.

Alright, what I want to write is

What should I do now?

Hmm.......

What should I do then just can consider a good girlfriend?

Someone teach me?

Am I not a girl?

LOL

A bit insane now.

HAHAHAHA.
CHYN WOEI love you

I will appreciate the days with you now

as you said after you going to state

don't know what will happen during the 5 years

hmm... yeah, right!

so, i will appreciate every second with you now!

don't know why others so worry about their relationship although they just few months.

Dear, hopefully.

Dear

Dear, i treat you well enough or not?

Hmm.. If not must tell me lor....

I want treat you well to the maximum.

All of this is because I LOVE YOU, my dear.

I like you calls me bao bei, it's sweet. :)

Sometimes, I know I'm like a kid.

All what I want from you, it's just your heart. I LOVE YOU

I'm sad that I don't have a long leg and a nice body shape.

But thanks for accepted me and LOVE me so much.

I would like to said that TAN CHYN WOEI I LOVE YO so much.

We got to find for this love, but only me I can fight for it, i need your hand too.

Can I? Can I get your hand?

Anyway, Love you my dear.

THANKS!