Tuesday, August 31, 2010

always got a new case happen

Haih...
Why my relationship always got a case that a girl love or like my boyfriend?
Why cannot just give me a simple and no any stress in the relationship?
Maybe this is the hardship that I have to face.
See whether I can over all the hardship or not.
Yeah, I try my best to face all of this.
Why i have the confidence to face?
The first thing is I know my boyfriend heart me a lot.
I know he love me always.
Yeah, sometimes a bit worry and get hurt.
Don't know why my boyfriend got a lot of girl like him.
Am I the lucky one?
Because I'm with him now.
But in the future, I don't know whether I still with him or not, hopefully.
Today, i heard he said that his first ex still like him.
Before he told me, he said I sure will emo one.
But, i told him I won't as there got a reason.
Because I know he heart me a lot.
Yeah, they like my boyfriend, but my boyfriend's heart is still with me.
So, I won't emo. This is the things that I learn recently.
Just ignore them and enjoy my LOVE life.
Yeah! I admit that i'm not pretty as them.
but, I'm happy that my boyfriend still like me. :)
I still remember the quote. Everytime use the best feeling to face all the sad and bad things.
HAHA. Dear, LOVE YOU. <3
And this song i think dear you must sing to me.
They Nothing On You.

Monday, August 30, 2010

faith

I think there is a faith that let me know you.
Haha, suddenly think back the moment how we know each other.
It really funny.
At first I don't dare to think I will be with you.
It is because I have no confident in myself and I know that you got a lot of girl around you.
At the same that I know you like a girl.
HAHA. Seriously, since the moment I know that you like the girl
My heart totally broke.
HAHA.
I'm happy that can be with you, although I don't know it will be forever or not, but hopefully. :)
Dear, I would like to say I priscilla liew mei leng missing you and love you.
I really not feeling well, need a hug from you. :)
Recently, you are busy and no time. HAHA.
But of course I will forgive you and understand your situation.
My dear, thanks for giving me a memorable love.
Although sometimes we got some argument, but the reason always on me because I too worry and always act like a kid like to think a lot.
Anyway, you really love me and sayang me.
Dear, Thanks and Love you.

OMG, did wrong something again.
Why I always be the useless of girlfriend.
Always do the stupid when my dear is not in the mood.
I really hate myself.
NOT A GOOD GIRLFRIEND.
I THINK I REALLY CAN GO TO EAT SHIT!!!
Why I always did the silly things.
Sorry, I'm not a concern girlfriend.
But I have try my best, but still the same. HAIH.
Sorry that your girlfriend never improve.
But I try to do best in our LOVE.
Last word to you,
Dear, you had fill my heart.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

update

long time didn't update my blog.
today let me update it.
today, talk about my boyfriend.
My boyfriend cannot said that not good and good as everyone not that perfect even myself.
Well, he love me so much and care about me.
Just sometimes quite emotional.
When he is upset, he suddenly a bit cool.
When happy, he will act like a kid so happy.
Of course i want to see his smile and happy all the time.
Seriously, sometimes he become mad and upset, i damn scare and worry.
And I always try to cheer him up, sometimes he talk back to me.
LOL. I don't what to say sometimes and mostly i fail in cheer him up. Blame myself.
Sometimes, when he emo and that time I will sad and scare.
Don't know what should do sometimes.
Anyway, i try my to cheer him up.
Anyway, my boyfriend is care a lot of to me.
He try to made me happy.
He try to made what I want. Thanks, my dear.
He so love me, I can sense that.
Just sometimes when thinking he going to state. My tears will automatically drop.
Yeah, we got a vow.
But anyway I can sense that
the feelings really will change.
I'm really for it. Just all depends on the faith.
I can wait for him around 5 years. Seriously.
Well, I will appreciate all the time with him now.
Of course there were a lot of joy and sorrow in all the times.
We have been together around 7 months ++
Not so long and not so short too. haha.
Anyway, good night everyone. that's all for my blog today.

Monday, August 9, 2010

random ^^

I had listen to my dear
That day he said that he don't want me to worry too much about his business.
Then I didn't say anything about the investment, just listen it when he talk. :)
As I know he love me.
Yeah, my dear is busy and pek cek nowadays.
As just now he told me that also.
I know he pek cek, I try my best to made him smile and relax.
But I think it is failed. ==''
As he looks pek cek also.
Haha.
Never mind, dear gambateh and good luck to you.
Alright, have a nice day to him and myself.
Night, everyone. :)

Saturday, August 7, 2010

am i not enough love you, dear?

Seriously, i scare that my dear change his emotion suddenly.
Just like today, went to Malacca, then i got a little bit headache and dizzy.
I told my dear that I'm dizzy and headache.
He didn't give me any respond.
I think he might forgot write it or busy with other things.
I was so sad.
Then the message he reply is shorter.
Then I think he are not happy now, maybe cause about the investment.
Hmm...... I don't mind
Then, when i driving to home.
I was so sleepy and headache.
Then, I tell him that I was sleepy and headache.
At first, i thought he will send the message with long or give me a call to accompany me.
But, he just replied Alright. Then Drive Safe.
I was so sad.
Then, I call him that to make myself awake.
Then, he didn't answer.
Then, he said he was away just now.
Then, my dad call i thought is my dear call me, but is a call from my father.
I was sad.
Then I call him again,
But he didn't give me any respond, just like i ask he answer.
I thought he will made me laugh or made me awake.
Then, I was like speechless for two times.
Then, I ask him why i ask you, you answer.
He said he was playing the game.
I was so sad.
Why can't just talk with me for a while?
Is it the game more important me?
:(

Friday, August 6, 2010

my heart is complicated now!

seriously, my heart is complicated now.
don't know why.
my mind can't think a thing.
just know that my mind really complicated now.
headache now. hahaha.
is crying now as listen to this song.
i'm tired, but can't sleep.
everyone's life is complicated.
i'm the one also.
wanna cry, seriously.
why i always easy to cry????
need a shoulder now.
back pain, headache and tired.
seriously, need a shoulder now.
:(

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

to my love

Today my dear is so good boy :)
Sleep early.
Recently he was so busy on his investment and others social activities.
Haha, i went to cinema for a movie with him today.
I was so happy as both of us didn't go to cinema for a movie for long time.
I like the way he call me bao bei, I like the way he hug me.
It's really warm to me!
Anyway, dear do take care of yourself.
Don't always sleep late.
Anyway, I hope that you can success on the investment.
Sorry that I can't help out as I really try my best.
But I still can help you what I can.
Hope you don't mind that your girlfriend is a stupid!
Haha...
It's 1.05 am now.
I have to go bed as I don't want my dear worry about me.
Anyway, my dear I Love You and officially missing you now.
Night, mUacks! LOVE TAN CHYN WOEI

Monday, August 2, 2010

need the time rather than need the money.

Today, i realize that recently both of us are argue,and most are because of the investment things. Seriously i rather have the time with him also don't want the money.
I know what I saying now is a bit childish.
Seriously i don't want because of that ruined up the mood of both of us.
Sometimes i admit that i'm not good in talking.
and sometimes will made you angry or no mood because of that.
I really sorry, my dear.
But, i just want you don't too stress of that.
But, if you think that can't release your stress then next time i won't say those silly things.
Yeah! Currently, we are seldom go out dating with each other.
But, never mind.
Anyway, i will appreciate the time with you although just chat online.
But, i hope that when i need you, you can appear in front of me.
I never blame that you don't accompany, so don't need sorry.
I got learn a lot of things from you.
You always tell me about life things.
I really earn a lot of knowledge from you, my dear.
Thanks and I'm glad to have you in my life.