Saturday, October 31, 2009

Hooray~~~~~~~~2 months holiday!!!!!!

I was finished my final exam
Then I will started for the 2 months holiday
That's was a full schedule for the holiday
Because I will go for work as a part time and ready for the community service
I hope that my holiday will be a meaningful holiday
I have to start my blog, there will be 2 part of it

Part 1~
Yesterday, after the final exam I went to ate steamboat with my course mate
It was so fun for ate steamboat with them
We are non-stop for taking picture
haha~~
Yesterday was a birthday for Lim Yee also
We didn't bought any cake for her
But we sang 2 times birthday song to her also
haha~~
Why 2 times??
Because the first time was us to sang for her
But the second time was the whole shop's customer sang to her
The feelings was quite nice when sang together
And I can said that our DMC students was so "noisy"
Why I said so
It is because when we go anywhere,
the place was become so noisy
hahaha~~
maybe we are like to talk so much..
around 1opm, we are going back to our own house...
was quite sad for leaving of the shop...
because we won't see each other for around 2 months..
hahaha~~~~~~
SAD things was happen incident
because after I reached home
My friend told me that one of my friend's car window
was broken by gangster
because one of my friend put her bag in the car
my friend said that my friend was cried because she get scolded from her father
this was quite sad when I heard about it
Anyway hope she can get better soon~~~
End for the 1st part

2nd part~
I was went out for the whole day
At first I was went to facial with my elder sister in law
after the facial I went out with my friend
going to her sister event at Subang Parade
After back from there
I was rushing to meet my old friend..Ying Sin
because she was so sad
then I go to accompany with her at McDonald
Why she sad?
because she was having problem with her relationship
I was so sad heard about that
Her boyfriend was so badly...
I hate this kind of boy..
then she let me think back Soh Kah Hin
who my ex boyfriend
Anyway I hope she will be happy soon
She is pretty
NO need worry about noone love her
after accompany her
I was rushing back to home because my brother want go to watch movie
then we go to watch the" Michael Jackson: This Is"
After I watched that movie
I felt that Michael Jackson was so talented
I proud of him
Okay
Is time to said good night to everyone
So tired~~~
Good night



Friday, October 23, 2009

RaNdOm~~~~~~

Random
I just random write whatever I want to write...
Final exam is coming soon....
But I have not ready yet for the final exam...
I'm still waiting my time on the laptop..
Felt that I'm so useless......
Don't know why that I can't be more hard working? WHY?
Who can tell me why???
Nobody...
How I want to face the final exam....
I must try my best....
Stop facebook-ing....msn-ing...
These all please GET OUT FROM MY LIFE( for 1 weeks only)
hahaha....
Hope that I can success....^^
I think the percentage of success will less than failure..

Printer~~~
I just bought a printer yesterday...it cost my dad RM205...
Thanks for dad bought a printer for me..
Because I was looking a printer for a long time..
Just don't know which I want to buy...
Anyway really thanks a lot to my dad....
I want to thanks a lot to my family..
They really love me...
But I really make them disappointed...
Hate myself useless..
The brand of the printer is EPSON...
The modal was the EPSON TX100 series...


I really hate someone..
But I can't said it out..
Because if I said it out sure will made a big trouble..
So I don't want lor..
hihi....
Anyway....
GOOD LUCK to all the students who are the short sem...
Gambateh for your final exam.....^^




Monday, October 19, 2009

Disappointed+Sad...

GETTING ANGRY!!!
I'm writing this blog during the media issue class...
Now just only 9.24am...
Why I suddenly want to write this blog...
Is because I want to talked out all my feelings that inside my heart....
I can't talk it out.......
Just can say it out here....

The feelings that I want to say out is I felt like everyone was hate in the class...
Don't know why....
Especially somebody....
I really disappointed and sad about it...
I can tell you the truth that ALL THE FEELINGS WAS CHANGED~~~

I really don't know how to be a human....
Who can tell me how to be a human???
Why? How?
Why life is so suffer?
Actually I didn't want anything perfect in my life...
I just wan to have a simple and happy life....
I don't want my life so complicated and sad....

I also don't know why I always thinking about the sad things...
I try to not thinking...
Maybe this call causal theory....
Maybe something that influence me.....
There were really many kinds of things that influence me...
FAMILY, FRIEND, LOVE, EDUCATION
These are all the things that influence me...

Really feel lonely....LONELY.......
I think I will keep Miss Lonely as my nickname...
Everyone call me Miss Lonely.....Please....
That's all the things that I want to say it out....
If got time I will write one more blog for today.....

Have a nice day to everyone.....^^

Getting hate someone....


I don't know why I'm getting hate someone...
Haiz....but I can't do anything.......just have to face it...
The feelings was changed already.....
Sometimes I really don't know what I have did...
They hate without reason..
How.......
Why life was so many problem...
I felt like can't stand it any more..
Am I have to quit from my life?
I got thought before that I want to quit....
Haiz....
I really don't know how to be a human....
In the social life were many problems that were already prepare for us to face about it....
PRISCILLA YOU ARE AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

I MISS YOU.....


I MISS YOU

I really miss you a lot...
I don't dare to tell you that I miss you...
Because I knew that you won't feel anything about it..
I know you just treat me like a friend..
I don't know why I fell in love with you...
Is it there has a chance for me together with you?
But according to my feelings it won't be happen......
No More Chance~~~
I still waiting for your message.....
I really like you and miss you....
I knew that you won't know....
Hope that you will know one day....
If got fate sure you will know.......
I'm pray for it........
And pray for you are happy in your life and success in your business...

MISS YOU~~~

Thursday, October 15, 2009

new updated....

Last few days I just got my psychology mark.....
I was so sad about it...
Because I get the lower mark....
Really sad.....
Today I having my test 2 for the psychology....
It was so disappointed.........
Because I forgotten the point...haiz....
I lost around 15 marks...
Damn sad...
Why I so stupid ar.....

Another things is ...
I was getting to hate someone...
I dunno why the feeling was not like the 1st semester that I studied in college...
Everything was changed....
Haiz...
I don't know how to face the life now.....
that's all for today....
Hope that I can always updated my blog...
Have a nice day for everyone....^^

Sunday, October 11, 2009

useless in my family~~~~~~~~~

Why I said myself useless in my family...
Because I really useless.....
I seldom do house work...........
Always like a pig.....
Just know how to eat how to sleep.....
Lazy to do everything also....
I always not respect my family members....
I always make them angry,sad and disappointed...
DAMN PIG

Why I always like that lar....
Last time I won't like that...
Why I already change my attitude....
I want the last time's PRISCILLA....
Where is she~~~~

I really felt that I so LONELY...
I hope that my true LOVE can appear soon...
I really want someone lend me a shoulder....
Why until now also no one lend me a shoulder....
Am I ugly? bad? stupid?
Why ???
Why I so hard to find someone that LOVE me and I LOVE HIM too...

I went to old folks's house yesterday...,,,,
At Puchong there.....name's RUMAH CHARIS...
I went there wash their bathroom, mop the floor and sweep the floor...
I seldom do this kind of things in my house...
Now I am going there to this kind of things..
But I felt meaningful, grateful and happy to do that for the elderly...
After I done all the work....
Then I went to talked with the elderly...
I was cleaning the MEN house...
So I was talking with some Uncle...
Luckily that I can chat well with them...
Really felt nice talked with them..
I was sang for them also...
I so embrassing that they all called me Sing Queen...
I really not that good in sing....
But I so happy that sing to them.....
After we sang...
I saw that Uncle who talked with him just now....
He was crying...
I really felt sad that he was cried...
Of course I cried also...
I really easier to cry...
After visited...
We went to eat IPOH CHICKEN RICE...
Damn nice to eat.........after eat felt like want to sleep...
Really a PIG...
At last...
I was not felt regret that I join STACT CLUB...
I was happy when doing any event with them...

One of my sad things during the event.....
As a program coordinator.....I didn't do it well..
I felt so sorry to them and felt sad to myself...
Zjen Thak who is our assistant of the club..
He said next time I must improve on it..
He said that I do it well..
But need to improve lor...
I hope that I can improve....

That's all for today.....good night everyone.....


Sunday, October 4, 2009

priscilla was crying now~~~can't stop to cry

Today was so sad today............T.T
I argued with my elder brother and his wife....
I really felt regret for it.........
I'm really sorry for them............
WHY I don't know how to appreciate that what I have now.........
MY FAMILY MEMBERS really love me and try to give me what i want....
I really don't know how to appreciate it...
Maybe I disappear in this HOUSE .....
They will be more happier...

I was blaming myself...........
I was a useless and idiot person.........
I was hate myself ...
Why I want to born in this world....
Who can tell me why??????

I admit that my attitude was bad....
WORSE than before...
Dad, mun , my brothers and my sister-in-laws.......REALLY SORRY!
I really make you all disappointed....SORRY
I hope that I can change my attitude..............

I really can't to stop right now....
I was just keep crying keep crying.....
I really felt regret and can't stop blaming myself....
I really feel SORRY........
Actually I really LOVE you all.........

One more things is I really fall in love with NICHOLAS.
Don't know why my heart and my mind keep thinking about him..
That day he told me that he will find me after his presentation.....
But until now a message I didn't receive also..........
Just now when I was so sad....I really want to find him.............
BUT I KNOW THAT HE WON'T CARE ABOUT IT...
So I message one of my admirer....PETER
I really felt that I was using him....
Because just find him when I in trouble....
He really treat me good...
But I really don't have feeling in him...
I just can be his friend..........
"SORRY, Peter I really no feeling at you, we just can be friend, I know you treat me well, really SORRY!"

I really felt regret that what I had did today.........
Really sorry to anyone that I had hurt them......
SORRY...........................................................................................................

Friday, October 2, 2009

Fews day that i didn't post something on my blog~~~~

I was quite busy recently, I was busy on my assignment, proposal, meeting and other else.......
I am getting to crazy now~~~~~~~~~~My life getting busy and busy .....
I still looking for someone to share her sad things and need a shoulder from someone that can let her cry and rest........................
I really tired right now.....................
I feels like do not want to do anything...........................
Just want rest for a while...............................
I hope that she can go for a vacation..............
I feels like want to sing right now~~~~~~~~~~

Priscilla is getting tired.....so today just write until here.............
Have a nice day to everyone............good night.....^^