priscilla was crying now~~~can't stop to cry

Today was so sad today............T.T

I argued with my elder brother and his wife....

I really felt regret for it.........

I'm really sorry for them............

WHY I don't know how to appreciate that what I have now.........

MY FAMILY MEMBERS really love me and try to give me what i want....

I really don't know how to appreciate it...

Maybe I disappear in this HOUSE .....

They will be more happier...

I was blaming myself...........

I was a useless and idiot person.........

I was hate myself ...

Why I want to born in this world....
Who can tell me why??????

I admit that my attitude was bad....

WORSE than before...

Dad, mun , my brothers and my sister-in-laws.......REALLY SORRY!

I really make you all disappointed....SORRY

I hope that I can change my attitude..............

I really can't to stop right now....

I was just keep crying keep crying.....

I really felt regret and can't stop blaming myself....

I really feel SORRY........

Actually I really LOVE you all.........

One more things is I really fall in love with NICHOLAS.

Don't know why my heart and my mind keep thinking about him..

That day he told me that he will find me after his presentation.....

But until now a message I didn't receive also..........

Just now when I was so sad....I really want to find him.............

BUT I KNOW THAT HE WON'T CARE ABOUT IT...

So I message one of my admirer....PETER

I really felt that I was using him....

Because just find him when I in trouble....

He really treat me good...

But I really don't have feeling in him...

I just can be his friend..........

"SORRY, Peter I really no feeling at you, we just can be friend, I know you treat me well, really SORRY!"

I really felt regret that what I had did today.........

Really sorry to anyone that I had hurt them......

SORRY...........................................................................................................