pretending

haih
suffering
headache
heartbroken
emoing
slap myself
need someone console
hard to be bad in life
don't care
just let it over
just let bygone be bygone
i just need someone to respect me
i don't need their help
i just want someone to respect me
that's all
what i request is just some simple things
anyway, i don't care
just let it be
anyway, i believe in you, i love you.
just sometimes what you type i feels sad
anyway, you feel happy then i'm fine with it.
as long as you feel happy.
looks a your happy face, everything is happy to me even that is bringing some harm contain to me.
i don't mind, important things is i love you.
gambateh. bye