I don't know what should I do and what should I say

Again,

My dear because of business and maintenance become emotional again.

I hate myself that I can't help him.

I just know how to be a kid in front of him.

What should I do and said?

Because what I say to comfort him, he just remain the same.

So, what should I do?

Can someone teach me how?

I scare everyone become emotional.

I don't like the condition.

I think I should not meet him much.

As always use his money.

I should be a good girlfriend. =)

I think I'm not that good as his girlfriend. =(

I should improve myself.

I should arrange the time of myself on study.

Study~~ I want be a useful person in future. =)

I will overcome all the obstacles.

I will waiting for you, sweetheart. =)

Dear, once again I wanna say I love you to you. =)