Friday, February 25, 2011

To Chyn Woei

I don't know how to describe the feeling recently,
It's so sudden, you mind think that it's your own right.
Last time we used to be talk a lot and laugh all the time,
but now no more and the feeling is different.
We no more laughing all the time and talk less recently.
The feeling is weird to me, but for you will think that it's alright.
Do you understand my feeling?
I cry everyday doesn't means that I don't want and hate you anymore, and go to find another one.
I'm hurt because my dear suddenly treat me that way, where's my Chyn Woei. :(
Maybe I'm not that important, but I'm your girlfriend.
Let's say if one day I treat you that way, what you feel? Maybe your answer is so?
From that day until now, I keep crying.
Everytime I force myself don't cry but it's hard.
I just want to tell, I really Love you.
It's hurt when you treat me like that.
Another things I want to tell you,
I'm seriously falling in love with you.
Where's the Chyn Woei.
Maybe all the changed of you is because I made it.
I hate myself.
I don't want be like that, because your feeling will fade off one day for sure as you seems like don't care anymore.
Wanna chat with you, but you seems like don't want chat with me.
Seldom chat with me, everytime ask you, you will answer I got nothing to tell you.
I don't want to live a day without you.
Our conversation become lesser and lesser.
Last time you used to be call me Babi, Pig, Dear, Sweetheart.
But recently no more and always answer in a cool way.
And will do those 38 things with me.
No more, why?
Where's my Chyn Woei.
Who used to be hold my hand when cross the road.
Who always care about me.
Who always hold my hands when walking together.
Where are you?
Where are you?
I want my Chyn Woei back. I know it's hard.
Chyn Woei, do understand my feeling.
Seriously, I bet you don't like me to cry everyday.
You should know how much I love you and How much I care about you.
Chyn Woei, we said we want to try our best but now seems like no more chance.
And my confident is become lesser.

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