one is my primary school's friend wedding, it is a Malay cuisine.
Another one is my college's friend sister, it is a Chinese cuisine.
I'm glad to see both of them can married with their love one.
It is a really happy and precious thing that you can married with the one you love.
It doesn't means that I want marry soon, just that I'm feel glad when I saw them.
Another things, I super hate to be alone as I will cry and this is the reason I always hang out with friend.
Because when with friend, I can control my tears but when I'm alone my tears will drop easily.
I damn emotional recently.
I scare, afraid, insecure, no confident.
I'm sad that I always ask you 10 questions, you will only answer 1 or 2 of it.
I wish I can be special like others.
I wish you will think about me.
I wish you will not leave me.
I wish I can get something simple from you.
I wish I wish, but it is hard.
I will not demanding on you as long as you reply my message.
Somehow, I think I cannot be alone in every situation as I will cry.
I always act nothing in front of others actually I'm not.
I do not hope that you dump me away.
I worry about you and miss you so much.
Life is hard when without you here.
I know you will think I need independent but I had already be independent.
I know you want dump me is easy, but it is hard for me to forgot and let you go.
I hate myself, I'm crying.
I do not want to cry but my tears seriously made me suffer all the time.
I always hope you will come and say
Dear or baby, good night. I miss you.
Actually all of it is a simple things that I want to hear from you.
I know no one can change you as everything you do is follow your heart.
So, I will not demand from you as no use as well.
All I want to say will be, dear I know it is hard for you to maintain our relationship.
But I seriously do not hope that you will leave and dump me alone here.
I love you, baby.
Love.
I won't cry in front of you and others.
I will keep it in my heart.
I will keep it in my heart.
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