My dream in 2011

At first, I want to save to get my dream's camera and have a trip with my babe Tan Chyn Woei.

If can I hope we can go to Pulau Redang for a trip, if not go to malacca can also.

Of course I want to save more more more money to get what I want.

So, I got plan that after college open, I want go to find a work as part time.

Working on saturday and sunday. If not, go to restaurant work as part time.

This is what I plan to earn more money to get my dream.

A trip with babe and a professional camera.

I hope I can get the camera first as I can snap and collect a lot of picture with my sweetheart as my memory in the future. =)

Am I do anything wrong?

Just tell me.

I'm okay with it.

Just tell me.

Seriously, my study mood really gone. Really gone!!

Come back to me,please.

Priscilla, please stop crying, then your study mood only come back to you.

Please!!!!!!

I really need my study mood, I don't want screw up my final.

By the way, I'm the failure gf to being your gf.

Can't do anything.

This time my study mood really gone.

What can I do now?

I don't have the mood.

Yeah, everything is change.

The feeling, condition, place, conversation, time.

Everything is change.

Life?

That's life, everyone.

Why everytimes I feel that I'm the one who are bad.

Cry and tired.

Don't know why?

Our conversation become little and little.

Haha. Maybe you are busy of doing things.

So, I can understand it.

Lol. Sometimes, I try to say something funny.

But you mostly give me swt or lame to reply it.

Hahaha. Yeah, I understand also.

This is your attitude.

Yeah, I shouldn't blame it.

Just appreciate the time when with you.

Anyway, I don't know what to say ald.

Haha.

Recently, I realized that we almost want to argue with each other when we chatting

I don't know why

Maybe is my problem, so I'm sorry.

At last, we still end up with nothing.

I think the big problem is Me this pig.

Haha.

I always suspect everything of you.

Actually I too love and care you.

There were a lot of girls around you.

I don't know why, maybe you

But, I hope that you won't feel any regretful on being with me.

Sweethear, I love you.

I quite fail to be your girlfriend actually.

I don't know what you want and what you like.

I'm failure.

Thanks for still loving me.

When you say you don't care.
Haha.

My heart like so sour and a bit break.

I don't know why.

I fucking hate myself.

I hate myself.

I don't know why.

I always fail to be girlfriend.

I should not be in this world.

I don't know why I like to cry.

Cry like a shit.

And make you sick of it.

Maybe it will be a irritating things to you.

Sorry.

I might not suitable in this world.

But, we are born in the same date.

But, we are different.

You are useful but I'm useless.

You are good person but I'm bad person.

Haha.

Same date but different people.

I'm tired actually

I'm tired seriously, this semester made me tired.

Everything come together, assignment due date and test almost come with the same date.

I fucking hate myself, seriously.

I'm lazy and useless pig.

Everything also failure.

I hate myself a lot.

By the way, I got a good boyfriend who always zat and sayang me.

Sometimes I really need his hug and shoulder.

As when I tired I can get a hug from him and lie down on his shoulder.

Dear, you really not regret with me? As I'm such a fat and ugly pig.

Haha

Alright. Time to the war. FML

Dear, I cried just now as I feel damn tired and headache.

I think you are sleeping like a pig just now.

I should not disturb you as you got your things to do.

Sweetheart, if can I really need your hurt and shoulder.

I suddenly feel exhausted. I can't stand it anymore.

And I need to go Sunway later as for interview.

Driving.. I'm so tired.

Miss you.

......................

Everytime I feel that I'm not the one who you want.

I feel useless to you.

Sometimes I feel that I'm not understand you well.

Sometimes I really feel sad to it.

I'm not a good girlfriend.

I'm can't give everything you want.

I'm try my best to make you happy but always become a sad and bad moment to you.

I'm always give you troublesome.

I'm always give you sadness.

Sorry, babes.

Maybe I still not improve to be your dear.

Sweetheart, I don't know why I love you so much.

You know(Crying)

Sometimes I feel that I really don't know how to cheer you up.

Because I'm a stupid.

Sweetheart. Love you.

I don't know what should I do and what should I say

Again,

My dear because of business and maintenance become emotional again.

I hate myself that I can't help him.

I just know how to be a kid in front of him.

What should I do and said?

Because what I say to comfort him, he just remain the same.

So, what should I do?

Can someone teach me how?

I scare everyone become emotional.

I don't like the condition.

I think I should not meet him much.

As always use his money.

I should be a good girlfriend. =)

I think I'm not that good as his girlfriend. =(

I should improve myself.

I should arrange the time of myself on study.

Study~~ I want be a useful person in future. =)

I will overcome all the obstacles.

I will waiting for you, sweetheart. =)

Dear, once again I wanna say I love you to you. =)

9th months

Yesterday was the 9th months we have been together.

9th months cannot say it is long or short.

But it made me feel like 10 years and more than that.

Sweetheart, I love you.

Thanks for loving me those time.

Thanks forgive all my mistake.

I do appreciate the time with you although there's a lot of obstacles.

But I'm willing to overcome all the obstacles with you.

Of course I do remember all the days that we had been together.

Sweetheart, I do said I love you so much.

Yeah, sometimes I'm jealous with the stupid brain.

Sorry, I jealous because I too love you.

Sweetheart, You will leaving soon in the time that not more than a year.

I'm scare that day coming to my life

I know I can't change the face.

So, I will face it. (Crying)

Sweetheart, we will be friend again in the time that not more than a year.

After 10 months, we are not couple already as that's a vow we made.

Yeah, I will waiting for you after 5 years.

If the time you don't like me anymore, I will totally give u

p.

Sweetheart, of course I hopefully that we will be together.

I love you.

I love the feelings of this picture, sweetheart

29.09.10 Wednesday

Today I feel so sorry to my dear,

I pull his ears so hard and made him feel headache.

Dear, I'm so sorry.

Then, of course we argue.

He is so angry and I just keep crying.

Suddenly, I'm crying loud as hear that he said: Let's broke up as I'm the one who you want.

In my heart, I was thinking I never said that and I'm really love him.

I told him that I love him so much, I never think he is not the one.

I really love him and I keep crying.

At first, he want to leave me alone in the car as he is not feeling well.

But at last, he hugs me and tell me don't cry.

I love the way he hug me and close to his body, I feel so warm when he hugging me.

He looks hurt when I crying.

At the end, we still fine.

Dear, I just want to tell you. I just love the way you are, don't always said that you are not the one I want.

Dear, i really hope that I can be with you till the end.

Seriously, I love you so much. <3

if

if one day

i didn't reply your message,

didn't answer your phone,

don't want to bother you.

what will you feel?????

is it nothing to you?

or you will worry about that?

No Title, just random

Hmm... don't know how to describe the feeling of mine now.

Just feel no mood at all.

Maybe too tired.

No feeling at all.

Although going to thailand soon

But don't have the mood to go.

Firstly, can't celebrate birthday with my dear TAN CHYN WOEI

he don't want to give me a day to celebrate with him when i'm coming back from thailand. ==''

i got no mood at all now, i think i should sleep now.

Night everyone, don't know what to write and don't know how to write out what i want to write. HAIH

no feeling at all

seriously, next week is my birthday

but i didn't feel the joy of this.

compare to last time, i will can't wait for the day come.

how to say my feeling now lei??

at first, i'm not in Malaysia on that day.

and before that I already plan to celebrate with my bf but now can't made it on the actual day.

due to he is so busy nowadays, don't know got free to celebrate together.

HAHA, of course I hope that he got a little time to me. =)

He is stress about the business, so I think I will just keep quiet now and don't ask about when he free, if not later i provoke him again. ==''

He told before that everyday also our birthday.

I'm glad that we have the same birthday date. =)

Anyway, I don't have the feeling of my birthday although it coming soon.

Maybe don't have the feeling yet, anyway I enjoy my life now.

do you know??

do you know that
what i do to you is because of you and i love you.
do you know and understand what i do so??
if know, just tell me a yes.
i don't expect you will give me everything and love me more.
i just want to understand it, i really love you. =)
dear, i love you so much, i know you know that.=)
muacks!

just now you said to me what is your goal
at first i hope that i'm be inside there
but no.
seriously, i was a bit sad.
i think,you will said that i'm childish and mot mature
but just don't want why a bit sad.
anyway, i'm alright over it.
hope and good luck to you as can success in business
you fight for your goal =)

HAIH

突然觉得自己很空虚
不知道为什么
就觉得很空虚
没有力气去想任何东西
好想找个人来说话
我第一个人想到只有我男友
但我不敢烦他
因为他最近也很烦
所以我没找他
suang suang那天说我看起来很开心
其实一点都不，她说别这样，我们人就是要开心的过日子
人生只有短短几十年

do you still remember this song?

our <3 song. :)
still remember?
Two Is Better Than One.

always got a new case happen

Haih...

Why my relationship always got a case that a girl love or like my boyfriend?

Why cannot just give me a simple and no any stress in the relationship?

Maybe this is the hardship that I have to face.

See whether I can over all the hardship or not.

Yeah, I try my best to face all of this.

Why i have the confidence to face?

The first thing is I know my boyfriend heart me a lot.

I know he love me always.

Yeah, sometimes a bit worry and get hurt.

Don't know why my boyfriend got a lot of girl like him.

Am I the lucky one?

Because I'm with him now.

But in the future, I don't know whether I still with him or not, hopefully.

Today, i heard he said that his first ex still like him.

Before he told me, he said I sure will emo one.

But, i told him I won't as there got a reason.

Because I know he heart me a lot.

Yeah, they like my boyfriend, but my boyfriend's heart is still with me.

So, I won't emo. This is the things that I learn recently.

Just ignore them and enjoy my LOVE life.

Yeah! I admit that i'm not pretty as them.

but, I'm happy that my boyfriend still like me. :)

I still remember the quote. Everytime use the best feeling to face all the sad and bad things.

HAHA. Dear, LOVE YOU. <3

And this song i think dear you must sing to me.

They Nothing On You.

faith

I think there is a faith that let me know you.

Haha, suddenly think back the moment how we know each other.

It really funny.

At first I don't dare to think I will be with you.

It is because I have no confident in myself and I know that you got a lot of girl around you.

At the same that I know you like a girl.

HAHA. Seriously, since the moment I know that you like the girl

My heart totally broke.

HAHA.

I'm happy that can be with you, although I don't know it will be forever or not, but hopefully. :)

Dear, I would like to say I priscilla liew mei leng missing you and love you.

I really not feeling well, need a hug from you. :)

Recently, you are busy and no time. HAHA.

But of course I will forgive you and understand your situation.

My dear, thanks for giving me a memorable love.

Although sometimes we got some argument, but the reason always on me because I too worry and always act like a kid like to think a lot.

Anyway, you really love me and sayang me.

Dear, Thanks and Love you.

OMG, did wrong something again.

Why I always be the useless of girlfriend.

Always do the stupid when my dear is not in the mood.

I really hate myself.

NOT A GOOD GIRLFRIEND.

I THINK I REALLY CAN GO TO EAT SHIT!!!

Why I always did the silly things.

Sorry, I'm not a concern girlfriend.

But I have try my best, but still the same. HAIH.

Sorry that your girlfriend never improve.

But I try to do best in our LOVE.

Last word to you,

Dear, you had fill my heart.

update

long time didn't update my blog.

today let me update it.

today, talk about my boyfriend.

My boyfriend cannot said that not good and good as everyone not that perfect even myself.

Well, he love me so much and care about me.

Just sometimes quite emotional.

When he is upset, he suddenly a bit cool.

When happy, he will act like a kid so happy.

Of course i want to see his smile and happy all the time.

Seriously, sometimes he become mad and upset, i damn scare and worry.

And I always try to cheer him up, sometimes he talk back to me.

LOL. I don't what to say sometimes and mostly i fail in cheer him up. Blame myself.

Sometimes, when he emo and that time I will sad and scare.

Don't know what should do sometimes.

Anyway, i try my to cheer him up.

Anyway, my boyfriend is care a lot of to me.

He try to made me happy.

He try to made what I want. Thanks, my dear.

He so love me, I can sense that.

Just sometimes when thinking he going to state. My tears will automatically drop.

Yeah, we got a vow.

But anyway I can sense that

the feelings really will change.

I'm really for it. Just all depends on the faith.

I can wait for him around 5 years. Seriously.

Well, I will appreciate all the time with him now.

Of course there were a lot of joy and sorrow in all the times.

We have been together around 7 months ++

Not so long and not so short too. haha.

Anyway, good night everyone. that's all for my blog today.

random ^^

I had listen to my dear

That day he said that he don't want me to worry too much about his business.

Then I didn't say anything about the investment, just listen it when he talk. :)

As I know he love me.

Yeah, my dear is busy and pek cek nowadays.

As just now he told me that also.

I know he pek cek, I try my best to made him smile and relax.

But I think it is failed. ==''

As he looks pek cek also.

Haha.

Never mind, dear gambateh and good luck to you.

Alright, have a nice day to him and myself.

Night, everyone. :)

am i not enough love you, dear?

Seriously, i scare that my dear change his emotion suddenly.

Just like today, went to Malacca, then i got a little bit headache and dizzy.

I told my dear that I'm dizzy and headache.

He didn't give me any respond.

I think he might forgot write it or busy with other things.

I was so sad.

Then the message he reply is shorter.

Then I think he are not happy now, maybe cause about the investment.

Hmm...... I don't mind

Then, when i driving to home.

I was so sleepy and headache.

Then, I tell him that I was sleepy and headache.

At first, i thought he will send the message with long or give me a call to accompany me.

But, he just replied Alright. Then Drive Safe.

I was so sad.

Then, I call him that to make myself awake.

Then, he didn't answer.

Then, he said he was away just now.

Then, my dad call i thought is my dear call me, but is a call from my father.

I was sad.

Then I call him again,

But he didn't give me any respond, just like i ask he answer.

I thought he will made me laugh or made me awake.

Then, I was like speechless for two times.

Then, I ask him why i ask you, you answer.

He said he was playing the game.

I was so sad.

Why can't just talk with me for a while?

Is it the game more important me?

:(

my heart is complicated now!

seriously, my heart is complicated now.

don't know why.

my mind can't think a thing.

just know that my mind really complicated now.

headache now. hahaha.

is crying now as listen to this song.

i'm tired, but can't sleep.

everyone's life is complicated.

i'm the one also.

wanna cry, seriously.

why i always easy to cry????

need a shoulder now.

back pain, headache and tired.

seriously, need a shoulder now.

:(

to my love

Today my dear is so good boy :)

Sleep early.

Recently he was so busy on his investment and others social activities.

Haha, i went to cinema for a movie with him today.

I was so happy as both of us didn't go to cinema for a movie for long time.

I like the way he call me bao bei, I like the way he hug me.

It's really warm to me!

Anyway, dear do take care of yourself.

Don't always sleep late.

Anyway, I hope that you can success on the investment.

Sorry that I can't help out as I really try my best.

But I still can help you what I can.

Hope you don't mind that your girlfriend is a stupid!

Haha...

It's 1.05 am now.

I have to go bed as I don't want my dear worry about me.

Anyway, my dear I Love You and officially missing you now.

Night, mUacks! LOVE TAN CHYN WOEI

need the time rather than need the money.

Today, i realize that recently both of us are argue,and most are because of the investment things. Seriously i rather have the time with him also don't want the money.

I know what I saying now is a bit childish.

Seriously i don't want because of that ruined up the mood of both of us.

Sometimes i admit that i'm not good in talking.

and sometimes will made you angry or no mood because of that.

I really sorry, my dear.

But, i just want you don't too stress of that.

But, if you think that can't release your stress then next time i won't say those silly things.

Yeah! Currently, we are seldom go out dating with each other.

But, never mind.

Anyway, i will appreciate the time with you although just chat online.

But, i hope that when i need you, you can appear in front of me.

I never blame that you don't accompany, so don't need sorry.

I got learn a lot of things from you.

You always tell me about life things.

I really earn a lot of knowledge from you, my dear.

Thanks and I'm glad to have you in my life.

Why everyone thinks that we will not be forever?

Why?

My family members and his family members also think that both of us not serious in this relationship. Actually both of us know what should we do. We appreciate all the time that we are together. We appreciate the every second, every minute, every hours, everyday, every months that we have now. Mostly will think that Chyn Woei is going to state soon, we sure will break up soon as he is going to state. But in my mind, if his really my forever even 5 years also not a problem to me. I hope that not a problem to him also. Yeah! We just 19 years old, but we are not like a kid that you all think of us, because we got think what will happen in the future and how to face it. Is it my love always got a lot of this kind issue happens? Actually what I want just a normal love. Sometimes, I think i did a lot of mistake too. I always give the bad impression to others. What I want to tells is i beg you all don't always think we are not serious in this relationship, don't always said that this is only a puppy love. I really beg you all, what you all said might nothing to you all, but you all said it really influence and affecting my emotional. Actually I'm quite sad when you all saying that our relationship just a puppy love and gonna break soon. You all don't really knows the feelings. Let's said you guys in my condition, what will you all feels about it! Actually i really hope that the 5 years will going fast, and I have my own work and he got his own work, then that time we are adults, then surely others will not think like what they think now. I didn't want to blame my parents and his dad and mum, just don't worry too much and think too much, because we will facing the problems if there really happen. Don't worry, it won't affect our education, don't worry. :) I really hope that after today, all will be fine soon. Another things is both of us must work hard on the business and education, business for earning money and use our own money, and the education is need to proof that we won't affect our education. So, my parents and auntie uncle don't worry. And don't worry that your son will cheat me, if he cheat also won't find a pork chop to cheat, do you get what i means? HAHA. Don't worry, I know your son Chyn Woei really love me, and I love him too. :) But I want said to Uncle aunty is I really hope that you all don't misunderstand my personality, I'm not that bad actually. I hope both of you don't misunderstand. Anyway, We(I and Chyn Woei) will understand what we have to do, don't worry. :)

I'm being sad cause my dear sad about his result is not that good.

Dear, I can't do anything.

Hope you don't be sad and emo.

I know you can do well for the next semester.

It's already happened, so don't be sad and now it's just want to know how to face it.

I'm sorry that can't help you in your course.

As i'm not the same course with you and I'm a stupid person.

So, sorry that can't help you.

What can I help you, just only made you laugh~

But, I think it's failure to me to make you laugh.

anyway, don't be sigh and too sad my dear.

Let's work hard next semester.

My dear, don't emo.

I don't like you being emo, i like the Tan Chyn Woei who always so talkative one.

Hmm.... hope you will be happy soon my dear.

Don't sigh.

I always be your side and support you.

:) :P :D

Hope this kind of face expression of mine can made you happy.

Just tell me when you need me!

I always waiting for you here.

And always help and cheer you up.

Please forgive all my weakness.

Anyway, LOVE YOU.

GAMBATEH, Tan Chyn Woei!

Hope my stupid face can made you laugh lar! :)

you and me <3

Anyway, dear.

I go to sleep first. night :)

hope you will happy soon. :) LOVE YOU

给勤伟

勤伟，

请原谅我的孩子气。

我爱你

我有时候只要得到你的疼爱

你的温柔，你的关心，你的拥抱。

有时候我不在意对你付出多少，

只要你能开心，可以看到你的笑容。

只需要这样，我就觉得值得了。

有时候我哭的时候，我只需要你的拥抱。

但，当你每次都不理我的时候，我真的心痛。

不管我们的爱能多长，我只想告诉你我没有后悔爱上你。

哈哈哈

或许你真的很帅，有时候不懂是好是坏。不过能跟你在一起是好的，是开心的，是幸福的。

我的宝贝勤伟我爱你。

muacks~~~~

Dear, i didn't don't trust you

Dear

If I didn't trust you, I won't with you until now.

Dear

I'm not a xin ji zhong girl.

I cried.

I don't want you misunderstand me.

I'm really not a xin ji zhong girl.

Hope you don't misunderstand.

I keep crying, don't know why.

You have to know that I love you so much.

Hope you will know it. T.T

Chyn Woei, love you. <3

a pair of couple = a pair of earing

A pair of couple just like a pair of earing.

There will be not perfect at all, if one of the part of it lost.

So, we must take care of other part and keep tight in your heart

then it will be perfect.

So, who have a boyfriend and girlfriend.

Must always take care of them, and hold them tight in your heart.

You will be heart if you lost them.

And also appreciate all the time you with them.

Sometimes might will argue with them, but we can learn the mistake from the argument.

Every couples will argue for sure.

Just like, "No pain, No Gain".

Sometimes we should try to accept all of their bad and good side.

Just appreciate what you have now! Enjoy the days you with them!

For me,

My boyfriend can consider a "Handsome" guy.

Why I said so, because he got a lot of girls interesting in him.

But, sometimes I just ignore the girls.

As he said he will settle all the things, the important thing is I believe in him.

Sometimes, I really feels angry of some of the girls.

But, he said he will settle all of it.

HAHA, so I just let him settle it.

Sometimes, he likes to "bully" and "scold" me.

But, i can know that all of the "bully" and "scold" is for my own good and love me.

At first, I'm not really use to it, but after that I already use to it.

Maybe this is the way that for our bonding session.

I'm not a pretty girl, do not a nice body.

He never mind that I'm not perfect.

He said if he mind, he won't waste his time on me and won't start the relationship with me.

I still remember his friend said that, "Chyn Woei, you still can deserve a nicer girl if you want."

Frankly speaking, yes! I felt hurt when heard about it.

But, after my dear said something to me.

"If I mind I won't waste my time on you, I love you is because I got the feeling, not because of you body and beauty."

From that, I just would like to said I LOVE YOU to him.

Ya, right!

I admit that I don't have a nice look, not good in education.

HAHAHA.

He chosen me don't know is his bad luck or good luck!

LOL.

Hope I will be good luck to him lar. hahahha.

Anyway, TAN CHYN WOEI i love you!

If you are love someone and haven't tell them. (boy and girl)

Just go ahead, because never try never know.

Maybe it will success or fail.

Anyway, just try your best to get want you deserve.

Don't waste your time. :)

random

Today don't know what to write at here.

Alright, what I want to write is

What should I do now?

Hmm.......

What should I do then just can consider a good girlfriend?

Someone teach me?

Am I not a girl?

LOL

A bit insane now.

HAHAHAHA.
CHYN WOEI love you

I will appreciate the days with you now

as you said after you going to state

don't know what will happen during the 5 years

hmm... yeah, right!

so, i will appreciate every second with you now!

don't know why others so worry about their relationship although they just few months.

Dear, hopefully.

Dear

Dear, i treat you well enough or not?

Hmm.. If not must tell me lor....

I want treat you well to the maximum.

All of this is because I LOVE YOU, my dear.

I like you calls me bao bei, it's sweet. :)

Sometimes, I know I'm like a kid.

All what I want from you, it's just your heart. I LOVE YOU

I'm sad that I don't have a long leg and a nice body shape.

But thanks for accepted me and LOVE me so much.

I would like to said that TAN CHYN WOEI I LOVE YO so much.

We got to find for this love, but only me I can fight for it, i need your hand too.

Can I? Can I get your hand?

Anyway, Love you my dear.

THANKS!

Stupid Ever

I really a stupid

I always did the same mistake

Why don't I correct myself from the mistake

I really don't stupid

Priscilla Liew Mei Leng, Please Correct Yourself!

Don't make the same mistake again and again!

Please blame yourself!

Really stupid PRISCILLA!

Please don't like a PIG please!!!!

What are the things that in your mind???

ALL THE RUBBISH!

Please don't be childish sometimes, be mature sometimes.

PRISCILLA LIEW MEI LENG correct yourself please!

*Shake Head*

STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!

Tan Chyn Woei

I really sorry for not being straightforward to you

sometimes I really will do not know I didn't straightforward to you

so, I will correct myself from that

Just give me sometimes, I will correct it

I hope that you won't angry me'

sorry that sometimes I being childish

really sorry for that

but frankly speaking

I don't know why i like to be childish in front of you

every times I being childish all made in naturally

don't know why?

I know you will feels disgusting and irritating

when I being childish

I really sorry about that

:)

I happy when being with you

I'm willing to do anything for you

and I know I didn't do much thing to you

sorry as I'm not that perfect

sometimes can't help you

Sorry that I always made every issue happen

hope you can forgive me

I know you will read my blog here

I don't need you give me any respond for it

I just need you to know what I want to tell

because I don't know how to talk these all to you by phone

hope you will understand it

and sometimes I know you don't want hurt me

but I want you to scold me or correct me

You are my boy friend

I won't angry for you scolding or what

Dear, I love You

Please correct me sometimes

not only all my mistake

also my personality, behavior and my attitude

At last

I still hope that you can forgive all my mistake

can you?

Anyway

TAN CHYN WOEI

I LOVE YOU

MUACKS!

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hmm...

franking speak, I really don't have the heart and feeling wanna join them...

from some of their actions I really feel sad and disappointed.

why? please, every human is the same things.

don't be like that, you guys never know the feeling.

the feeling is damn sad, hate, and really really bad.

I won't go for that alumni party for sure!

You guys wanna enjoy then just go ahead!

I don't care anymore!

I go and play badminton better, it can release my stress too.

Sorry that I said those things out.

Do you know when I'm with you guys, I really don't know how am i!

As I pretending all the time.

I didn't blame you guys, just sometimes please behave yourself, please be fair and think before what you had did!

DON'T CARE!

It's made it feels sad and hate it!!!!!

Phew~~~ After typed it all. Felt better~~ Woohooo................................................

Sorry that made you feels that i'm liar

yeah right, every girls cannot be trust.

yeah right, they don't like to ask about the past things.

yeah right.

but you don't trust me i really felt sad on it.

I don't mind, because I Love You.

I don't mind you do not believe on me.

Yeah right, you can don't believe me.

I didn't force you to believe me, i just want your love to me.

Anyway, I hope that I really can be your side.

You can don't believe me, but I will believe you.

You can don't listen to me, but I want to listen to you.

You can don't care about me, but I will care about you.

You can ignore me, but I will not ignore you.

You don't need my accompany, but I need you accompany.

Tan Chyn Woei, I really sad that you don't believe me.

But, I don't mind on it because I LOVE YOU.

Tan Chyn Woei, I cried

But, I don't mind on it because I HAVE YOU in my life.

Do you know that, I felt sorry to you as I can be the perfect.

I really happy that you chosen me and accept all my bad things.

I really LOVE YOU Tan Chyn Woei.

I really hope that I got the chance to have in my life forever and ever.

Dear, so sorry. I did wrong something again

hmm.. dear, i'm really sorry that made you feel so irritating and angry.
sorry, really sorry.
i love you
i'm always that childish is because i really no confident in myself as
so many nice girls is around you
dear, i'm really sorry
i know you always care about me
thanks.
sorry, really sorry
i hope you will forgive me what i had did wrong,
i'm childish, idiot, stupid.
dear, really sorry. i really sorry.
SORRY
and one more times SORRY and　Ｉ　ＬＯＶＥ　ＹＯＵ

because i'm your girl

yeah, sometimes i was so sad that you always date others

and seldom date me, yeah, i got blame you sometimes.

but i don't care about

that although

i'm sad

do you know why?

because i love you and i'm your girl

you happy then i will be happy too

i love you

that's not a proble

m that date you

you don't need to date me if you don't feels like wanna date me

anyway

i'm your girls, i love you

i won't stop and hate you

although i damn sad sometimes.

dear,

muacksss

love you

<3

random

dear, am i did wrong something?

why? you wanna to scold me or what you want to do on me, please just do it.

i don't mind you scold me or do anything on me.

if you feels like unhappy please scold me.

i don't like the feelings you ignore me.

i really hate that feelings.

i rather let you scold than have the feelings you ignore me.

i really don't wanna have the feelings.

dear, do you know i love you so much

please, don't ignore me.

i'm sad.

tan chyn woei

dear, tomorrow is our 5th months anniversary.

dear, love you so much.

never think i'm with you already the fifth month.

i'm happy that with you.

i'm enjoy all the moment with you.

yeah right, sometimes we are facing some hardship issue,

but we chosen fight with it together.

thanks dear, if there anythings that made you feels sad and angry of me

please forgive me.

MUakckssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...........

if can, i would like to love you forever, dear two were to song to you

but , i don't know how to put video here, so just tell you the song names, there were

huang xiao hu- ban

&

huang xiao hu- mei na me jian dan

<3

i know you love me, but

when i saw the album you created to her,
i felt sad.
i know you love, but care of you only will feel sad. :(
and i saw the comment that people comment at both of you photo,
such as "is it your gf?", "both of you looks like couples",
i know your heart with me.
but i really feels sad of it. :(
i didn't small gas, just my heart really painful when saw it.
i know you promised her.
so,i accepted.
anyway, at least you happy of it and this your promise.
dear, just want to tell you that i still love you no matter what.
anyway, love you.

thanks and love you my dear

(mei leng, i would like to tell you, you're part of my life already. so, how would i not frown if you leave me? life is meaningless if you're not by my side. life is dull due to the disappearance of you. i would just like to tell you that i love you so much. sarangheyo. ♥) chyn woei thanks.

dear, i really need want to thanks and say i love you to you.
i hopefully that what you said will be forever, and my love to you be forever too.
really sorry that i always made you feel angry. really sorry to you.
anyway, my heart always with you. :)

feelings~~~

i really can't communicate with them.
actually i go for the activities i just want to go one times as maybe this will be my last chance to join this activities.
i really feels like wanna quit.
but i will done with all my things then i will quit.
anyway,i will try my best.
good luck to you all and myself too.
anyway, i might be quit before going to cs. :)

pretending

haih
suffering
headache
heartbroken
emoing
slap myself
need someone console
hard to be bad in life
don't care
just let it over
just let bygone be bygone
i just need someone to respect me
i don't need their help
i just want someone to respect me
that's all
what i request is just some simple things
anyway, i don't care
just let it be
anyway, i believe in you, i love you.
just sometimes what you type i feels sad
anyway, you feel happy then i'm fine with it.
as long as you feel happy.
looks a your happy face, everything is happy to me even that is bringing some harm contain to me.
i don't mind, important things is i love you.
gambateh. bye

4 months plus

Tan Chyn Woei,
It's already 4 months plus that i had been together with you.
There were a lot of memories that between you and me.
Such as sweet, sour, bitter and spicy memories. LOL. haha
But most of the memories will be sweet at all.
Dear, I Love You.
Hopefully, what i think can become true.
:)
<3

pissed me off

i really want to slap someone.
hate it.
really get angry now.
i can't stand it anymore.
selffish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

sorry and love you

dear, i'm so sorry that always hit you.
Actually i'm not do it on purpose.
Sorry lar.
Sob... Don't angry lar.
I love you.
Muacksssssss.....................
The feelings again. Hate it.
Haih

hate

don't know why my parents they always don't believe me.
always think that I will doing wrong stuff.
I'm sorry that I hate them.
But I just want you all believe me.
I'm not a little girl.
I know what I'm doing.
I know which is wrong which is right.
I just want you all believe me.
I just want a reasonable reason
I don't know how to make you all believe me.
I just want you all trust me.
Every times I explain to you all,
the resolution always will be NO!
I'm always the wrong.
haih.

still got 7 days to go..

It really make me so suffer,
I really hope that 17th of March can come early.
I really miss my dear baby.
Dear baby, do you know that I miss you a lot!

i miss my dear baby a lot...

i a lot of things want to talk to him,
but after 17th only can talk to him.
Haih... I really miss him a lot.
Still got 10 days to go.
I'm crying now.
I really miss him a lots and love him so much.
Anyway good luck to him.
I always support him.
Hope that 17th of march will coming soon.
I don't want make this kind of vow already.
Dear, i really miss you so much.
Muackssssssssssss.........
Make me suffer.

3 weeks time

The following 3 weeks i won't disturb my dear.
Because he has to concentrate on his test.
So, after 3 weeks only can disturb him and hug him.
I will miss you a lot my dear, LOVE YOU.
And I made a vow that I only can send him 10 messages during this 3 weeks.
LOL.
I hope that I can stand it. ^^
Dear, good luck for your tests. I know you can.
Try your best, but must take care of yourself ar.
Don't made yourself tired and get sick.
Must take care, if not I will worry for it..
Anyway, love you and take care.
Muacksss......

stress

crying badly now.
headache
crying
want to shout out all the stress
T.T

Tired but It worth....

Today I was so tired, but it was worth to be tired...
Almost want fainted now.
The feelings is towards to me again.
OHGOSH! Priscilla really a pig!
Well, I have to get use to it.
It will be fine.
Anyway, today my dear bought a chocolate to me.
It was 3 for RM10.
1 for me, 1 for yi xin, 1 for siew mun.
It is sold by the Metropolitan's student, they sold it for about the valentines' day.
Valentines' day is around the corner.
And it will be our first valentines' day and it is our first month anniversary.
I hope that I can meet him on that day, even that just a short times, because that day also the first day of Chinese New Year.

Another things that I want to write out is my ex will study at same college with me.
Well, I just treat him like my friends.
I didn't meet him up for a long times.
Anyway, Good Luck to him.



the chocolate~~~~~














I really hate the feelings.
Really tired, but I willing.

misunderstanding to him and our new member "Hippo Baby"

Yesterday, I was misunderstanding my dear.
Actually he loves me so much.
Just I always think too much.
Dear, sorry and I love you.
I can feel your love.
And so sorry that misunderstanding you.
Muackssssssssssss................. A kiss for you!

That was a new member joining us today, that is our "Hippo Baby"!
Maybe you will think that I was so childish but this Hippo Baby was damn cute..
Love it so much...
Welcome to our love, "Hippo Baby"!
Muacksss.. A kiss for you, our Hippo Baby...

再大方的人，总有一天会偷偷哭得一天

我今天哭了，

是伤心而哭的。

今天只想打华语。

我承认自己是个很脆弱的人。

我很容易哭。

我只想好好爱一个人。

但，每次都有一样的后果。

我真的不知该怎么样。

美玲哭了。

Keep changing and changing~~~~~

Changing and changing..

What to do!

Life always like that....

No choice~~

Have to face it..

Reduce the love??

Ok then, i respect the decision.

I LOVE YOU

Today, I just want to said that Chyn Woei I Love You.

I hope that I can be with you forever and ever.

I know today you and I was a bit emotional.

But I hope that it won't give any effect to our relationship.

I Love you, I like the way you kiss me and hug me...

us~~~~